soon..
i return to iowa for a few short days.
and soon..
i will have a beautiful laptop to write stories on & edit life.
therefore,
soon..
i will update.

just in case you're curious.

(a little teaser:
i love la.)

i think i'll start playing around with alliteration.

to begin: on tonight.

a mindful mound of
replaceable mass,
she mourned,
masking the
morose makeup of
makeshift
ministration.

tonight is what
bliss & peace
feel like.

the universe
slows
& turns
at my pace
for just this
once.

the assurance
of good intentions
& hopeful dreams
painted into
reality on
this canvas,

the beautiful colours --
not one, not two,
but three thousand
exploding into
radiant
landscapes &
sunsets of heartfelt
nature.

life is
sweet,
delicate to
the touch.

i'm holding
these moments with
careful joy &
cautious light.

tonight,
this symphony plays
for
us.

[whispering
thanks to
You.. ]

nothing like testing the heartstrings a little.

phew.  here we go.

well,

might as well announce it to the world. that will make it more real. and exciting.

so world.. i'm moving to los angeles.

fjka;fj;kdaj !!!!

my heart's ajumping at the thought of new adventures, new life, a new breath to fill my tired lungs.

a new era is about to begin, my loves. a new era indeed.

k.

no..

it hurts.

turns out i can't block goodbyes from affecting my heart.

even when i know my path is leading his way soon.

the end of an era is never easy to welcome.

even wearing teal instead of black..

i can't tell if my

heart hurts..

or if it's just..

... numb.